I want to compose. Compose until I take my last breath, until the sea drowns the land, until the Sun engulfs the Earth. It's just so much fun, so much pleasure, so much joy. And inspirations come so smooth, so natural, yet so unexpected. Last night, they just rushed into my mind like never before, and I really enjoyed the sensation, and I really want more.

I found out that the progression from chord I to bIIM7add9 is amazing. It gives me enlightenment. Really, I nearly cried when i first heard that progression. It's just so beautiful. If you don't believe it, try it. It brings you to Nirvana instantly. I first heard it in El Nath. That piece is just wonderful. So calm, so serene, yet so passionate. That progression becomes even more awesome when mixed with quartal and quintal harmonies. Love it.

I can't live without music. I want it to fill up every single remaining portions of my life. If one day there's no music or I become deaf, I'll just go crazy and eventually die of craziness. Really.